Saturday, September 22, 2007

I'm not liking the silence

Here I am, tapping at the keyboard and touchpad for most of the day. I'm now listening to the Madrigal Singers via Youtube. I've been posting and reading as usual at the the Philippine Forums of skyscrapercity.com. I also keep visiting the UPV Forums but apparently nobody's there or guests simply don't post. I keep switching from forum to forum and keep refreshing my real-time web stats. Yes, I'm bored.

There's this heavy feeling inside me every time it's like this at home. There's simply nobody to speak to right now. My parents are here but they watch TV a lot. Our helper stays in her room most of the time - if she's not watching TV with my parents.

I'm pretty sure where I want to be now. There:
  1. It's not unusual to speak to three people at the same time
  2. I can walk around the sprawling dorm/campus
  3. I don't over-eat
  4. I can witness/take part (!) in-the spot spontaneous dramatic plays
  5. I'm busy until the moment I sleep
  6. I get to a multitude of other things - as in!
It seems like I enjoy these most even if my mom seems to be against it. I think they keep me sane.

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